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excel
01:04
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I wanna be so much better
I wanna grow so much brighter
I just wanna do whatever
I will grow so much brighter
I wanna be so much better
I wanna grow so much brighter
I just wanna do whatever
I will grow so much brighter
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The air it used to feel so fresh
When i'd ride my bike to where i wanted to be
A coffee and a show to watch a place to settle in
And tune out all but what i wanted to see
I need a rose tinted world like i seem to remember
Like everyday before must have been so much better
Than the one that i'm in now or the ones that could be
If only life could be as sweet as the memories i keep
I wanna see
I wanna see
I wanna see
I wanna see
A piece of who i used to be
In the mirror it's just me
I wanna be
I wanna be
I wanna be
I wanna be
The person i can't seem to see
I used to be
I used to be
I wanna see
I wanna see
I wanna see
I wanna see
A piece of who i used to be
In the mirror it's just me
I wanna be
I wanna be
I wanna be
I wanna be
The person i can't seem to see
I used to be
I used to be
Been around the world and back now
Sun is always brighter when you turn around
Just calm down
Don't make a sound
And let yourself into the background
I wanna be
I wanna be
I wanna be
I wanna be
The person i can't seem to see
I used to be
I used to be
I wanna see
I wanna see
I wanna see
I wanna see
A piece of who i used to be
In the mirror it's just me
I wanna be
I wanna be
I wanna be
I wanna be
The person i can't seem to see
I used to be
I used to be
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3. |
newgame+
01:08
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I'm done hating my life
I'm changing my mind again
Started using my time
For the things that i like again
I'm starting my life again
I'm starting my life again
I'm starting to shine again
I'm starting my life again
Wake up, coffee
Being how i wanna be
Tell me that you want me
Tell me how you want me to be
I think that i could be cool again
Surrounded by all my friends
Feels like i'm starting over
Each time i'm getting closer
Each time i'm getting closer
I'm done hating my life
I'm changing my mind again
Started using my time
For the things that i like again
I'm starting my life again
I'm starting my life again
I'm starting to shine again
I'm starting my life again
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4. |
only one w/ sv1
02:25
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Oh I just wanna have fun
Spending time with friends laughing in the sun
I seem to think of life like I'm the only one
Why do i feel like I should be the only one
Oh I just wanna have fun
No I don't wanna talk on how things are going
I'd rather walk around and think about nothing
I swear just the other day I was glowing
But every other I get lost in unknowing
With my purpose all scattered and drifting
With my thoughts alone hoping and wishing
For a new light to see my life in a way that feels like living for me
Oh I just wanna have fun
Spending time with friends laughing in the sun
I seem to think of life like I'm the only one
Why do I feel like I should be the only one
Oh I just wanna have fun
Spending time with friends laughing in the sun
I only think of life when I'm the only one
Why do I feel like I should be the only one
I'm undeserving
Waiting while the world keeps turning
Responsibility avoidance
I feel like an annoyance
Why can't everything go right
I thought my dreams were meant to be
Oh but I can't go on like this
Some solution better come up quickly
So I could think about the people who are with me
I need new way to be
A new light to see
And a life where I can finally start living for me
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5. |
the same
02:02
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Look at my screen till I feel my eyes start burning
Don't wanna think like oh no my cogs are turning
Maybe i could've tried a little harder
I couldn't shine against my future getting darker
I'd reach out but it just seems to get farther and farther
I don't grow
I don't change
Not any different
I'm still the same
I want to know
What needs to change
There's no difference
It's still the same
I don't grow
I don't change
Different
It's all the same
I'm still the same
I'm still the same
There's no difference
I'm still the same
Drinking too much coffee
Till my skin starts crawling
Know it could happen to me
But I don't care about stopping
Worried for the future and sad about the past
I wanna find something I wanna make it last
Worried for the future and sad about the past
I wanna make something I just want it to last
I don't grow
I don't change
Not any different
I'm still the same
I want to know
What needs to change
There's no difference
It's still the same
I don't grow
I don't change
I feel different
It's all the same
I'm still the same
I'm still the same
There's no difference
I'm still the same
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6. |
burgers
02:24
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You're still so cool
And i just wanna see you again
Do you remember
Remember when i could be a friend
I was a fool
To think that it was anything else
But you
That held me up from falling again
Maybe we could go out for burgers
Grab a beer and talk about whatever
We might as well have some fun together
Some time sounds a lot better than never
Maybe we could go out for burgers
Hear all the things we've done since we parted
I could tell you how my life still hasn't started
I could be so much more than half hearted
I don't like grudges or losing my vices
I like making up and saying how nice it is
To live in a world with a friend like you
Oh i only wish i could be more like you
If i saw you today
I'd have to meet you all over again
And if only we could
Oh why can't we pretend
Maybe we could go out for burgers
Grab a beer and talk about whatever
We might as well have some fun together
Some time sounds a lot better than never
Maybe we could go out for burgers
Show all the friends that i've made since we parted
I could tell you how my life is getting started
I'm so sorry i was so half hearted
I'll never leave you though you're already far far away
I'd wait for you forever i still want you to stay
I'll never leave you though you're already far far away
I'd wait for you forever i still want you to stay
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7. |
put the gloves on
01:30
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8. |
try again?
02:31
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walk around tired
looking cool in my boxers
take it one day at a time
rebuilding my confidence
morning sunrise
fantasy life
artificial air and window light
in my head i’m digi destined
i find a new dimension
every time i open my eyes
i’m still scraping by
still wasting all my time
i just want to live my life
it’s way too hard to try
i’m still scraping by
still wasting all my time
i just want to live my life
it’s way too hard to try
i keep on thinking i’ve found it
can’t find a way around it
another season passes
not much changes
i’m back where i was
but you’re not here to save me
well yeah i had some dreams
i’m sorry if you thought i’d follow through
if i could tell you anything
the part of me that isn’t working really wanted to
i’m still scraping by
still wasting all my time
i just want to live my life
it’s way too hard to try
i’m still scraping by
still wasting all my time
i just want to live my life
it’s way too hard to try
everyone i know
they all want me to win
but i’m still stuck in my home
i don’t know where to begin
why can’t i try again
why can’t i try again
it’s just not fair
no it's not fair
why can’t i try again
why can’t i try again
why can’t i try again
it’s just not fair
no it's not fair
why can’t i try again
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I think myself in circles
Boy just settle down
Nothing's trying to kill you
Hear a different sound
I think myself in circles
Boy just settle down
Nothing's trying to kill you
Hear a different sound
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